Hey guys. Well yesterday mom and i talked about what i did and how we would resolve it. All is now fine between us. I know that in the future this won't happen again. Well yesterday Papa Bear and i went to the mall and walked around. He got himself three games from 'game stop' while i got myself the musical 'Cats' on dvd. I love it. Well that's mostly it for what happened yesterday. Later today i will try to write to all of you. If i am unable i hope you all stay warm and enjoy the snow that is coming our way.

Hey guys. Sorry that its been so long since i last posted. My life at first turned around for the better but as of yesterday it turned for the worst. I feel that i did something that is worse then anything that i've ever done in my life. i fear that my mom is really upset at me even though i explain how i was mistaken and how i didn't know that what i did would effect her. I won't tell you all what i did just know that it is very bad. Well other then that work is going great and my family is well along with my friends. I'm at school right now and so far I've made three friends. i hope i make more.
Well i have to stop here and i promise that i will try to get better at posting an entry. ttys.

Hello everyone. Well it has been a while since i last talked you all of you. I'm so happy. I got all 4 seasons of Criminal Minds. Now all I need to get is NCIS season 3 and 4, along with Supernatural seasons 3,4, and 5. I hope i get them all soon.
Well all has been well. I've gotten a cold twice this year and i hope that i don't get any more. I really hate getting sick. Well my job is awesome. i love the people there and that they treat me with such kindness. I just love that.
Other then all of that nothing much has been going on. I hope that everyone is well and i will leave you all with one of my fav. quotes.

"Be not afraid of greatness; Some are born great; Some achieve; And some have greatness thrust upon them."

Hey everyone. Sorry that it's been so long since i've talked to you all. I hope that everyone had a great holiday and a happy new year. I hope that everyones new year is going well for you.
Well i've been doing okay. I've been getting along with my sister, Papa Bear, and my mom a lot better then i was. I finally got a job and it's going well. It's going great. I hope that it keeps up.
I really hope that this year goes well for me. I hope that on Dec. 31, 2010 i'll have someone to share a new year's kiss with. I just don't want to be alone for another new year. This year my new year resolution is for me to become a better person and that i finish all of my fanfictions, along with getting my lisence. Well i just hope that i can do it all.
Well thats all for today. I hope to talk to you all as soon as possible.

Hey well life isn't picking up. I feel like everyone's abandoning me. I also feel so left out when i'm with my family. I think that Skull Boy and i aren't friends any more. On sunday i was ticked at my family and i took it out on him. I thought that he was abandoning me when in actualety he was really hurt. I'm trying to talk to him but i think that he's ignoring me. God if he only knew what this is doing to me. Oh well i guess i'll just keep trying. I guess that's all i can do. I hope that we can patch things up. I really miss him.
Well things still havent changed at home or with Bill. Its like everyone doesn't want me around. like they all wish i were dead or something. Well i wont give them that satisfaction. I just wish that things will pick up. I hate feeling this way and i hate the fact that its them making me feel thins way too.
Welp that's all for today. i'll try to talk to you all soon.

Hey. Well my sister is finaly home. I'm so happy. My mom is happy aswell. Though I feel that mom is asking me to do more for her then she is of my sis. Now that she's home she thinks that she can do whatever she want to the house. She feels that its her place and she can do whatever she wants to with the house. I feel like i'm going insane. I hope that i can be able to handle it.
Well i had a great Thanksgiving with my secondery mommy. We went down memory lane. it was a blast.
I hope that my life can get better. I feel like my life is coming apart and i hope that it can get better. I mean i cant seem to find a job, i have barely any money, i can't drive, i feel like i'm alone almost all of the time. I wish that somehow my life can get better. I just well really hate it right now. I wish that i had another that my life could pick up you knwow. I just hate it. I hate everything that's going on. I mean i have so much shit that's going on and its just too much for me. Or that how it seems. And boy do i hate it.
I hope that i get a job soon and that my life gets better. I really do.
Oh and if you go to fanfiction.net look up Cinder-Bella by Bella-Edward08 and also Our New Sister Bella. Both are twilight fanfictions. I hope that you all enjoy.

Hey Everyone. I saw New Moon @ 12:04 showing @ Arundell Mills. It was awsome. So much better then the first one. And my God does Jacob looks hot. I absolutly love it and i can't wait to see it again. I recomend it to every1.

Hello everyone.  Well i was right about papa bear and how he would take me home yesterday.  When it was time for me to go home he and i got into his car and we were on our way.  The only problem was that no on talked.  you could hear a pin drop in the vehical it was that quiet.  the only sound that you heard was the radio.  When we got to the house all he did was walk me to the door and once i was inside he said good night and then he was gone.  man i miss my papa bear. 
well that's about it.  today i signed up for classes in the spring and i can't wait to start.  well i guess that that's it for today.  Wish me luck on my job interview at 4 today.  i'll talk to you all later.

Hey every one.  Well yesterday me and my mom got into this big fight which ended up with both of us in tears.  God i hate fighting with her but i guess sometimes when we fight with one anther we actually tell each other how we actually feel.  Well i know that i said quite a bit of things that i didn't mean but i don't know about mom.  I hate the fact that i said a lot of thins that made her cry but part of me wanted to get it all out.  have you ever felt that way?  You know when you feel like your a volcano that's about to explode and once you see the perfect person who gets you going you just can't stop yourself, you explode.  Well if you have that's exactly how it was for me yesterday.  I hated it yet it felt like i couldn't control it.  I wish that i coudl do yesterday all over but i know that in realety i can't.  I guess that i have to get though this one step at a time huh?  Well it sucks.  I hate being in my house by myself with only the dog for company. i hate feeling like i'm forgotten by everyone and i hate feeling like i don't matter to anyone.  I just over ally hate feeling alone and like i don't belong in the world.  Like there's no place for me at all.  I know that there is a lot going on and that the world doesn't revolve around me but i still feel left out and lonely. Man i hate this feeling. 
Well on to today.  Papa Bear seems to be mad at me.  I believe that his reason is for what happened yesterday between me and mom.  I just have this feeling that when he takes me home i'm gonna get this big lecture and that he might not come in the house with me like he always does.  I wish yesterday never even ever happened.  Sorry if i'm not making any sense.  Well over all today has been a better day then yesterday was.  The only bad side is that i didn't get a whole lot of sleep.  I kept on waking up every i think 3 or 4 hours and when i did wake up i couldn't get back to sleep till an hour later.  Man am i tired.  
Well that's about it.  I hope that tomorrow is a good day for me.  and i hope that papa bear won't continue to be mad at me.  I'll talk to you all soon.

Hey every body.  I hope that you all had a great Halloween.  I know that i sure did.  I went as the female version of the Crow.  I looked awsome.  Well so far everything is going well.  Tonight i'm going to AMC to see A Christmas Carol with some friends.  I can't wait.  I don't know why but i'm hyper.  O and i almost forgot i am almost done with my NCIS fanfic.  I hope that you all will like it.  well that's anout it.  i hope you all have a great day and remember to go Green

Hello there everyone.  I hope that you all had a great Halloween.  I know that i did.  I will get pictures up on facebook as soon as i can.  Well nothing is really new with me.  Well that's all for now.  Until i write again.

Hey everyone.  Well i just am loving all of the new episodes on  NCIS.  They are all just plain old awsome.  I just hope that they don't put Tony and Ziva together.  (fingers crossed)  Well i'm still working on my NCIS fanfic adn to tell you all the truth its coming along very well.  I hope i get it done before Hannakah.  lol. 

Well so far everything is going well in my life.  I still miss my big sis but i just can't wait till Nov. 22nd for that's when she's coming home.  School is going along fine.  I love my tuesday's and thursday's classes.  They are awsome.  lol. 

In other news i'm going to go see The Vampire's Assistant on the midnight premeire on Friday so when i wake up that morning i'll tell you all how it was. I can't wait to see the midnight premeire of Twilight's New Moon.  I hope that it stays close to the book. 

Well that's about all for now.  I hope that you all are doing well and remember not only live your life to the fullest but also go green and help save our planet.

Hey everyone.  well yesterday i got to talk to my sister in Australia.  She's doing well.  i'm so happy that i got to talk to her.  well all of my family is doing well.  And yesterday i had lunch with skull boy.  he's been a great friend.  i'm so lucky to have him in my life. 
Right now i'm at skool watching a movie.  its okay from what i've seen of it. 
today and yesterday i've been working on my NCIS fanfiction.  so far it's going good.  slow but good.  lol. 
well i guess that thats it. i have nothing else to say that has happened.  i hope that you all have a great day and remember to go green and help save our planet.

Hey yall.  How has everyone been?  Well today i went to see a preview of A Christmas Carol and it was also like a tour on how they made it.  I recomend that all of you c it when it comes out Nov. 6, 2009.  It looks like a must c movie.  Other then that nothing really has been going on.  Right now i'm working on my NCIS fanfic. I hope to have it done for all of you by Christmas or sooner.  Welp other then that nothing has really happened in my life. I hope that you all are doing well and welp i guess that that's it.

Hey everyone.  Sorry its been a while.  Well nothing much has happened so far.  I spent this past weekend with mini_miranda08.  We had a blast.   We watch quite a bit of episodes of Desperate Housewives from season 4.  I love it.  I'm now addicted to it.  Well today i'm at school in Laurel.  Man this class is boring.  Bu t hey atleast i'm at a computer and writing to all of you.  Right now i'm working on a NCIS fanfiction so i promise to post it when i'm almost done.  Welp that's all for right now.  I'll talk to you all soon.

Hello everyone.  Well on Wednesday me and Robert my  father biologically took me out to breakfast @ Denny's.  we then went to Arundall Mills Mall and went to FYE where he got me the first 2 seasons of NCIS.  I can't stop watching them, i love them so much.  After that we saw Gamer. It was his first time and my second.  I loved it but most of the time when i looked over at him it looked like he was a sleep.  Well anyway yesterday i found a very disturbing comment about Supernatural.  But for all of you Supernatural fans don't worry i'll set them strait. lol.  well today i'm going to see Fame.  I hope that its good.  and well thats about it.  I hope that you all are doing well and i'll talk to you all soon. 

Hey everyone.  I must say that i've had a great birthday.  All of my friends either called, texted, or posted on my facebook page a happy birthady.  My mom, papa Bear, Mrs. Marilyn, and i all went to Olive Garden for dinner.  We all had a blast.  When mom, papa bear and i all got to papa bears house i opened their gift that they got me.  I finally got a mp3.  I'm sooooooooooooooo happy for that.  Oh and what made my birtday even better was that my sister called me from Australia.  Even though it was at 7:12 am i'm still happy that she remembered my birthday.  well thats all for today and i'll talk to you all later.

Hey everyone.  Well my bday is tomorrow and i can't wait.  Well i have seen the Gamer.  It was awsome.  I apsolutly loved it.  I hope to see it again.  Well not much has happened.  I got to hang out  with my friend Kar Kar and we had a blast.  School is going well and well i guess that that's it.  I'll talk to you all in a few.

Hey.  well i'm @ school and i got to see one of my old friends from Laurel.  She looks good.  Everyone was right it really isn't scary when you gte to school its just all in your head.